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You can find out more about my creative endeavors at the IMAGELAB. en http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/57231C6D-E7DA-4B62-8508-02DDAB70AC0F.html http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/57231C6D-E7DA-4B62-8508-02DDAB70AC0F.html Sat, 17 Feb 2007 17:20:57 -0600 <a href="http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/57231C6D-E7DA-4B62-8508-02DDAB70AC0F_files/PoemOfTheWeekTHIRTYSIX.m4a"><img src="http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/Images/0,0,300,300788ddc25_a01b6cdd_c07a5bb0.jpg" style="float:left; padding-right:10px; padding-bottom:10px; width:130px; height:130px;"/></a>Power to the People ---------------------------------------------------- In the city by the bay there is a bright light. It comes out less in the winter months but it's brilliant when you see it in Jennifer Bohmbach 00:01:54 Power to the People ---------------------------------------------------- In the city by the bay there is a bright light. It comes out less in the winter months but it's brilliant when you see it in Power to the People ---------------------------------------------------- In the city by the bay there is a bright light. It comes out less in the winter months but it's brilliant when you see it in February. The city pulses its own vibe and you know you are here. There is no bad food in the city by the bay. I came to the city for some knowledge and some growth. It's time for evolution. I'm always ready for revolution. This was time to prepare for more challenge and heavy lifting. A theme emerges and it keeps coming back over time. It's about us. We as people should be the focus of all the things people make for us. Pay attention to people. Make good things for people. Make things that make the lives of people better. In the city by the bay the bright light is all the people. Thinking and growing and inventing and living in the city by the bay. http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/40F39874-221A-4212-88C2-D5F299F4BFD3.html http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/40F39874-221A-4212-88C2-D5F299F4BFD3.html Sun, 4 Feb 2007 17:03:19 -0600 <a href="http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/40F39874-221A-4212-88C2-D5F299F4BFD3_files/PoemOfTheWeekTHIRTYFIVE.m4a"><img src="http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/Images/0,0,300,300788ddc25_8c1168dc_3a5c5bb1.jpg" style="float:left; padding-right:10px; padding-bottom:10px; width:130px; height:130px;"/></a>If You Don't Write It Down..... ---------------------------------------------------- Hill climbing thru fantasy one of your life you reach this beautiful cove. What is here? In this hidden space? W Jennifer Bohmbach 00:03:10 If You Don't Write It Down..... ---------------------------------------------------- Hill climbing thru fantasy one of your life you reach this beautiful cove. What is here? In this hidden space? W If You Don't Write It Down..... ---------------------------------------------------- Hill climbing thru fantasy one of your life you reach this beautiful cove. What is here? In this hidden space? Who has been here before? So many questions pummel your brain as you sit down to rest. You've even got a sense that somehow you shouldn't be here. But now that you are you begin to relax even though that voice in the back of your head keeps saying....are you sure you? Somehow you relax enough to allow sleep. Sleep is where all the adventures come to play themselves out. Today's nap is no different-it gives you clues for the next part of this journey. And you wake up surrounded, should have paid more attention to those little voices. Hello there, you are in my cove. I'm sorry, I didn't know it was yours. You can't see this place is not like the rest of the outdoors? You can't see someone has taken great care? I see but I couldn't imagine who it might be taking care, so i thought that nobody was there. You were wrong and now I want you gone. Goodbye, but can I just gather up my things? If you must, but leave this behind..... He took my journal from me. He said he wanted to read what I'd been thinking. I left everything in there. I had written it all down. Now it was gone. Awash with panic and an imbalance I could never have imagined, I tried to pull it together. Maybe it doesn't matter. Perhaps I can recreate all of that. I can rebuild my thoughts, notions, dreams and the careful chronicling of those over the past ten years. No, I can't. The only safe place for me now is denial. I can recreate it, it will just take some time I say to myself as I try to understand again what this could mean. I always write it down. I think the lesson here and now needs to be, write it down, and copy it too. Off to climb more hills, mountains this time. Time to articulate in pen and ink, again, those dreams and the things i need to write down. http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/CC5FC5D2-109A-45C3-8FE4-60FF147AEF30.html http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/CC5FC5D2-109A-45C3-8FE4-60FF147AEF30.html Sun, 28 Jan 2007 13:52:17 -0600 <a href="http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/CC5FC5D2-109A-45C3-8FE4-60FF147AEF30_files/PoemOfTheWeekTHIRTYFOUR.m4a"><img src="http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/Images/0,0,300,300788ddc25_780764db_c2d2a5a3.jpg" style="float:left; padding-right:10px; padding-bottom:10px; width:130px; height:130px;"/></a>The Endless Loop ---------------------------------------------------- I start and misstep. I start and quickly forget. I start and don't commit. I start and stop again. This used to be a priority. T Jennifer Bohmbach 00:02:28 The Endless Loop ---------------------------------------------------- I start and misstep. I start and quickly forget. I start and don't commit. I start and stop again. This used to be a priority. T The Endless Loop ---------------------------------------------------- I start and misstep. I start and quickly forget. I start and don't commit. I start and stop again. This used to be a priority. This used to be so easy. Now it feels less important. And I respond accordingly. Grow and shrink and grow again, this struggle seemingly never ends. I'm not the only one I know that battles this demon. Somehow that doesn't help with each minute. When I make the choice having forgotten the other choice. The now overrides the longer term. Live for today they say Why can't I get that out of my head? At least I keep starting One day again it will stick Have you been here before Caught in this endless loop? It keeps reverberating in my head. I watch myself move against my choice I have trouble stopping me Some times I have success Some times Too many things happening at once but it's not an excuse to let go of this This saved my life i can't let go so easily it will kill me if i let go again i must stay and face this choice every single day or die trying but if i don't try it will be slow and miserable make this move push this down focus each day and the choice you made and don't give up on the long term goal repeat this once again can't let go must say no stop the growing start the shrinking http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/567FA9D2-3DE3-46DC-B792-84EA184042E8.html http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/567FA9D2-3DE3-46DC-B792-84EA184042E8.html Wed, 24 Jan 2007 09:45:23 -0600 <a href="http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/567FA9D2-3DE3-46DC-B792-84EA184042E8_files/PoemOfTheWeekTHIRTYTHREE.m4a"><img src="http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/Images/512,0,2048,20485a1d8389_504b5525_e9bbbca8.jpg" style="float:left; padding-right:10px; padding-bottom:10px; width:130px; height:130px;"/></a>Echo ---------------------------------------------------- We are back here again. Time swirls together. A week goes by, A day goes by, A minute goes by, A decade goes by, Memories sit in between mo Jennifer Bohmbach 00:02:25 Echo ---------------------------------------------------- We are back here again. Time swirls together. A week goes by, A day goes by, A minute goes by, A decade goes by, Memories sit in between mo Echo ---------------------------------------------------- We are back here again. Time swirls together. A week goes by, A day goes by, A minute goes by, A decade goes by, Memories sit in between moments attached to a physical location or a smell or perhaps an emotion and they roll over us and consume us as we continue to create them some memories hold more power some parts of the past have more impact when worlds collide from the present and the future the impact is always unexpected and sometimes unpleasant could be rewarding and the people we know grow or they don't you can tell when long periods of time go by like the decade if they did something with that time or if they let it slide and it's ok either way because the choice belongs to each one of us i can't judge those that choose to stand still and the swirling continues a moment a lifetime some connections are strong bongs ties that bind for eternity you could never see me again and i would always remember you something deep inside of us binds even if it doesn't mean anything in terms of real life it is there in the ethereal untouchable and just a teeny tiny bit beyond reach http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/21AB6E3C-2F13-4394-B4AB-5304E1E19B01.html http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/21AB6E3C-2F13-4394-B4AB-5304E1E19B01.html Thu, 18 Jan 2007 10:13:30 -0600 <a href="http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/21AB6E3C-2F13-4394-B4AB-5304E1E19B01_files/PoemOfTheWeekTHIRTYTWO.m4a"><img src="http://www.evoljen.com/poem/podcast/Images/0,0,300,300788ddc25_4ff35cd9_6a6321b0.jpg" style="float:left; padding-right:10px; padding-bottom:10px; width:130px; height:130px;"/></a>Stunned ---------------------------------------------------- Overflowing notions cloud and crowd my brain. how and why i do not know you came and went and i thought i was watching you in a movie but Jennifer Bohmbach 00:02:01 Stunned ---------------------------------------------------- Overflowing notions cloud and crowd my brain. how and why i do not know you came and went and i thought i was watching you in a movie but Stunned ---------------------------------------------------- Overflowing notions cloud and crowd my brain. how and why i do not know you came and went and i thought i was watching you in a movie but you were right there with me i couldn't feel your skin when i touched your face it seemed like my hand went right through you Then it occurred to me You could not see me I wasn't there. But i know i was. it was without my body and it was driving you crazy because you could feel me and you were even talking to me like you knew i was right there was that a dream or is it full on life lost right here in front of me am i still here? it's so hard to tell some days The weeks fly by and I forget about these notions I don't feel far away so much anymore Grounded in solitude I am comforted by the sound of you breathing My dreams are full and not forgotten is the touch of your fingers on the inside of my hand and catching your eye unintentially across the room those things that set the motion And then it's out. Gone. Goodbye. Lights go out. You gone in the blink of my eye. So sudden. Leaving me stunned.